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Psalm 119

 | May 25, 2009 7:45 AM

Psalm 119:34

33 Teach me your decrees, O Lord;
I will keep them to the end.
34 Give me understanding and I will obey your instructions;
I will put them into practice with all my heart.
35 Make me walk along the path of your commands,
for that is where my happiness is found.
36 Give me an eagerness for your laws
rather than a love for money!
37 Turn my eyes from worthless things,
and give me life through your word.[a]
38 Reassure me of your promise,
made to those who fear you.
39 Help me abandon my shameful ways;
for your regulations are good.
40 I long to obey your commandments!
Renew my life with your goodness.

41 Lord, give me your unfailing love,
the salvation that you promised me.

This morning, after the children had finished their homemade waffles courtesy of Ji Seon and settled down to watch Toy Story 2, I read Psalm 119.  It captures some of my recent thoughts, my longing to have the courage to follow God and to be filled with his love.

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On God and Dogs

 | May 24, 2009 9:52 PM

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Recently I was inspired by Pastor John March and his post Animals: Another Other to Love (Or, Why I’m a Vegetarian) to read the book On God and Dogs: A Christian Theology of Compassion for Animals.

Halfway through Chapter One I realized Pastor March is much smarter than me and that this book is far too academic for me.  However just in that short amount of reading I felt I had learned quite a bit.

Stephen Webb’s audience for this book is those that are interested in animal rights and those who study Christian theology.  These “two different audiences … ordinarily do not read the same books.”  I happen to be a Christian who is not too interested in theology but is becomingly interested in animal rights and how they affect my everyday decisions.

It is obvious that Mr. Webb’s love for animals originated with the special relationship he had with his pet dog as a boy.  The moving story of his elderly arthritic dog painfully climbing up two flights of stairs to comfort a sick boy caused me to reflect about whether we should get a family dog.  We have had three dogs and for various reasons gave them up which reflects on what poor dog owners we were.

Mr. Webb is a vegetarian which seems to be typical for people who care about animal rights.  The trend of vegetarianism seems to be growing, even within Christian circles.  This is a trend I can no longer ignore even if I do enjoy so much the taste of meat.

Mr. Webb’s book’s goal seems to be to explore the relationship between people and their pets and to expand that.  However I did not really get very far in that exploration but instead read the beginnings of understanding how God cares for not just humans but all of his creation.

The Genesis account of creation provocatively portrays a vegetarian world (“Then God said, ‘I give you every seed-bearing plant on the face of the whole earth and every tree that has fruit with seed in it. They will be yours for food.’”  Genesis 1:29) in which the humans exercise authority over the animals but do not use or kill them.  Indeed, land animals are made on the same day as humans, showing their similarity to humanity, but they are also made before humans and pronounced good independently of humans, showing that they too are created out of love…  The use of the phrase “all flesh” in Genesis joins together the human and the animal in a basic kinship of creatureliness under the shared providence of a merciful God (Genesis 6:12, 13, Genesis 9:11, 17).

Meat eating is later permitted but Mr. Webb argues it was far from the ideal.

In Deuteronomy 12:20 God seems to allow meat eating due to the uncontrollable cravings of the Israelites…  When Deuteronomy 8:7-10 describes the ideal land and diet for the Hebrews … meat is excluded (also see similar descriptions in Jeremiah 29:5; Amos 9:14; and Hosea 2:22).

I don’t think any of the above verses are particularly persuasive for arguing that vegetarianism is Biblical but no one could disagree that until after the flood God did not permit meat eating which seems to point to a vegetarian diet being at least Edenic.

Eating and animals are thus more than symbols; food becomes part of the daily struggle of obeying God.  The Book of Daniel … Daniels and his friends … ate only vegetables, and at “the end of the ten days they looked healthier and better nourished than any of the young men who ate the royal food” Daniel 1:15.

Mr. Webb goes through the Bible pointing out various places where the rights of an animal and creation itself were to be considered.  The most interesting to me was Hosea 4:1-3 which pictures a time of immorality evidenced by the land mourning.  The “beast of the field and the birds of the air and the fish of the sea are dying.”  This sounds remarkably like current times.  Many of the other verses Mr. Webb highlights I think are not necessarily as much about animal rights as about being practical, for example including animals in the Sabbath (Exodus 20:10).

Interestingly Mr. Webb says Jesus was often described as “a lover of animals.”

… Jesus declares his Father’s love for the sparrows (Luke 12:6, Matthew 10:29), portrays God as a feeder of birds (Luke 12:24; Matthew 6:26), and compares himself to a hen gathering together her brood under her wings (Matthew 23:37) ….

However Mr. Webb would not say the same thing about Paul.

Most Christians follow Paul in showing little concern for the world of animals, although with Paul, too, the evidence is ambiguous…  Paul established the very influential idea for Christianity that vegetarianism must be a form of superstition and that Christian freedom must mean the complete secularization (and thus indifference) of food preparation and consumption (see, for examples from the Pauline tradition, 1 Timothy 4:4 and Colossians 2:16-17)…  Paul’s influence continues today, when many North Americans look at the mass production of animal flesh in factory fams as one of the chief signs of our country’s freedom, prosperity, and equality.

Mr. Webb concludes that the Bible is favorable to animal issues and compares it to how the Bible implicitly opposes slavery.

Clearly, it is possible to interpret the Bible (especially the Hebrew scriptures) favorably on the issue of animals but not without a struggle with the dominant theological tradition.  After all, animals are used, eaten, and traded in the Bible, and humans are clearly the main focus of the biblical narratives…  Gary Comstock has stated: “I have come to interpret the Bible’s views on the killing of animals in the way I interpret its views on the owning of slaves.  Even though each practice is implicitly, if not explicitly condoned, the practice is still shown to be wrong by the larger story of salvation in Jesus Christ…”  Jonah 4:11 is a most revealing scripture.  Here God reprimands the recalcitrant Jonah, saying, “Should I not be concerned about Ninevah,” a great city with thousands of people and “also many animals?”

Mr. Webb then talks about the Christian tradition and how some “equated gluttony and flesh eating.”  There were vegetarians like St. Benedict, James, the brother of Jesus (according to some traditions), John Wesley, etc.  But most of the time these Christians and their groups were considered on the fringe or even heretical.

At this point I stopped reading the book and picked up Dominion which was much easier to read.  I appreciate though what I learned from Mr. Webb within the first thirty-seven pages of his book.

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Best Moments of the Day 8

 | January 10, 2009 6:28 PM

I have not done this for awhile.

Today the kids and I went to the Farmer’s Market and then we went to a new park, Raynor Park.

Good moments were:

  1. Watching Isaac and Dylan share popcorn at the Farmer’s Market.
  2. Seeing the kids enjoy the new park.

But the best moment was seeing how Ji Seon appreciated the time off I gave her.  I also enjoyed how much she laughed at one of my jokes.  It’s been a long time since that has happened.  :-)

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My KidsClub Kids

 | January 8, 2009 8:56 AM

Kids ClubAt KidsClub I teach grades 4 and 5 boys.  This group is the smallest which is not surprising.  I think it is around this age that boys start finding religion a little “feminine”.  For example singing and dancing during worship is not something that boys are eager to do.

My class has four regular attendees, Christian, Jacob, Martin and Tristan.  It has been a bit harder for me to connect with them than my Sunday School grades 4 and 5 boys from several years ago.  This is because I do not know the parents, I have less time with them and it’s hard to hear them above the din of all the other kids.

Yesterday was a better day with the boys as I got them to interact more with me.  KidsClub suggests various activities for the groups and yesterday those activities worked well with my boys.  First they played a memory verse game and then I had them write down their five favorite things which somehow they really enjoyed doing.  I also asked them to tell me their favorite restaurants.  Here are their responses.

Name Favorite Things Favorite Restaurant
Christian PS2, transformers, GameCube Hometown Buffet, American Diner
Jacob TV, Wii, my room, toys Old Spaghetti Factory
Martin video games Cold Stone Creamery
Tristan scooter Cheesecake Factory
me ThinkPad, MacBook, TV, iPod Touch, bed Palace Buffet

I asked the boys for their favorite restaurant because I was thinking of taking them out one on one for dinner so I could get to know them better. But Ji Seon thinks this is not a good idea, that the parents might think I am some kind of child predator. The negative consequences of an aware society.

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Jim Bakker

 | January 6, 2009 11:26 AM

I finished reading Jim Bakker’s book, I Was Wrong, on October 6.  I started reading this book because of a GrX sermon about grace and truth called The Paradoxical Christ.  The preacher, Pastor Min Tak, told the story of how Jim Bakker was called a cancer and the worst thing to happen to Christianity by a leading evangelist but Billy Graham visited him in prison and hugged him, even though he was wearing his dirty work clothes that he wears to clean prison toilets, and loved him.

When I googled for this story all the references pointed to Jim Bakker’s book.  The reviews about the book ranged from favorable to glowing so I decided to get it from the library and read it.

I am not a book reader but when I started reading this book I could not put it down.  I stayed up several nights reading it and last night I finally finished reading this 633 page book.

The beginning of the book reads like a modern day Job.  Jim Bakker was at the pinnacle of his career, very wealthy, incredibly popular.  Then news of his infidelity w/ Jessica Hahn breaks, he loses his ministry, the ministry goes bankrupt, he goes to jail for fraud, his wife leaves him for his best friend, his son goes on drugs, his daughter lives below the poverty line, etc.

But unlike the book of Job, his story does not end with complete restoration.  Rather it becomes a story about how God wanted Jim Bakker to go to jail where he could be broken and where God can teach him.

What follows are my notes from the book.  If you want to read the book you shouldn’t read these notes.

  1. The government alleges that Jim Bakker defrauded hundreds of millions of dollars by “overbooking”.  His ministry, PTL (Praise The Lord), has a gigantic resort called Heritage USA.  On it is a hotel and Jim Bakker promises those people who give $1000 will become lifetime members and annually will get three nights free at the hotel.  Jim Bakker says there are only 25,000 lifetime memberships but he continues to sell them, almost three times as much.  On October 6, 1989 Jim is found guilty of wire fraud and mail fraud.  On October 25, 1989 Jim is sentenced to forty five years.  Jim is almost fifty years old so this is basically a life sentence.
  2. The start of Jim’s downfall is his “tryst” with Jessica Hahn in 1980.  Jim and Tammy were having marital problems because Jim was a workaholic.  Tammy starts having an affair with Gary Paxton, a well-known singer.  Jim finds out and tells Gary to stay away.  Gary tells Jim it’s his fault.  “You really should spend more time with your wife.”  In the aftermath Jim starts to joke about having an affair to make Tammy jealous.  One of his friends latches onto the idea and brings Jessica Hahn (sounds like a Korean name) from New York to Orlando.  Jim is persuaded to meet her, goes to her hotel room, has sex with her, leaves and realizes the gravity of his mistake. He tells his counselor and wants to tell Tammy but the counselor strongly advises against it.  Jim says in retrospect he should have just told her.  He telephones Jessica to apologize and never speaks to her again.  Jim also says in retrospect he should have confessed to his denomination, which he didn’t want to at the time because he would have been temporarily suspended and didn’t want to negatively impact PTL.
  3. In December 1984, Jessica Hahn claims she was raped by Jim Bakker and reports it to PTL and The Charlotte Observer.  Without Jim even knowing this was going on, Reverend Dortch, PTL officer, meets Jessica Hahn with another PTL board member and gives her $2000 of his own money to cover counseling or medical expenses.  He does not even believe Jim had sex with Jessica until Jim tells him about it afterwards.
  4. Reverend Dortch assures Jim that “he would handle the matter from that point.”  Jessica Hahn starts calling repeatedly.  Jessica then asks for $100,000 to settle the matter.  Reverend Dortch, “in an effort to avoid negative publicity, and to protect the ministry and my (Jim’s) reputation”, ends up settling with her for about $250,000 with the understanding she must be completely quiet.  Of course somehow news gets out.
  5. Jim Bakker and the PTL board believe that the Charlotte Observer is going to publish a story about his affair with Jessica Hahn.  Jim is concerned that he is going to lose his ministry to Jimmy Swaggart so he makes a deal with Jerry Falwell.  This reminds me kind of how the Israelites were scared of Assyria so they made a deal with Egypt instead of seeking God.  Jerry Falwell convinces Jim to resign, saying he will let him come back to the ministry in three months.  Tammy is against it but everything happens quickly, Jim resigns from PTL, the board is replaced with Falwell’s people, and eventually PTL goes bankrupt.  Jim in retrospect believes Jerry Falwell’s intentions were not good, that he intended to takeover PTL for his own purposes.  Jim did all of this crazy maneuvering just to try to save PTL but it was all for naught.
  6. Shortly after turning over PTL to Jerry Falwell, Jim reads a statement to the public in which he confesses his affair with Jessica Hahn.  The statement was composed by Jerry Falwell’s lawyers.
  7. During the trial Jerry Falwell called Jim Bakker “the greatest scab and cancer on the face of Christianity in two thousand years of church history” and I think Jimmy Swaggart said something similar.
  8. During the trial Jim Bakker has a nervous breakdown.  The judge orders him to be put into an insane asylum for inmates where he is placed in solitary confinement in a small windowless metal room.  Jim says it was probably one of the worst experiences of his life.  During the middle of the night a prison guard came to his cell and prayed for him through a slot in the door where food is passed in.  Jim believes if that guard had not done that he would have actually gone insane that night.
  9. The trial concludes with Jim being sentenced to jail for forty-five years (that number is from memory and could be wrong), basically a life sentence for fraud.  Jim says later in his book that he always believed that God was going to use this trial to show his glory.  Jim did not seek good or experienced legal counsel because he could not afford it (at this point he was already practically broke) and because he believed God would free him.  I think Jim kind of saw this like a Gideon moment but it did not work out the way he expected which I think doubly floored him.
  10. The first few years of prison were extremely dark for him as he could not believe that God did not save him and wondered even about his faith.  But throughout this time God kept sending people to care for him.  Within the first few weeks someone brought him a Bible eventhough he knew the consequences probably would be negative (in the end that person ended up in solitary confinement for several weeks).
  11. Tammy Faye ended up having another affair, this time with Jim’s best friend.  They ended up divorcing and Jim was just another one of the approximately 80% of prisoners whose marriages fail within the first two years.
  12. I think it was within the first year that Jim had one or two dreams.  In one of them Jim believed God was telling him to seek after Jesus.  Jim started an intense Bible study of what Jesus said.
  13. Jim seeked better legal counsel and Alan Dershowitz agreed to take his case.  They ended up reducing his sentence to eighteen years.
  14. A professor of law who was an expert in something related to Jim’s case took up his case for free.  He along with others successfully reduced Jim’s sentence again to six or seven years.
  15. During the petition drive to reduce Jim’s sentence, Jim’s son contacted everyone he could.  Jim’s son was surprised when Jerry Falwell and Jimmy Swaggart offered to help.  In fact Jim’s son and Jerry Falwell met where Jim told Jerry everything he was mad about and Jerry basically just listened.  Later Jim and Jerry met and I think agreed to accept they saw what happened differently.  I wonder how Jerry Falwell and Jimmy Swaggart reacted to this book.
  16. Jim Bakker was denied parole I think at least twice even though he had exemplary behavior, ran a program for helping prisoners quit smoking, etc.  There were obviously some powerful people that did not want Jim to serve one day less than his full sentence.
  17. What amazed throughout this story was how many people loved Jim Bakker.  He had so many visitors at the prison.  But also the prisoners really cared for him.  Many people protected him and many loved him.  Within the first few months of his prison time he had his fiftieth birthday.  He was sitting alone in his cell miserable when one prisoner insisted on Jim coming to his cell.  When he finally relented he was surprised to see so many prisoners gathered together for a huge birthday party for Jim.
  18. Twice a man tried to rape Jim in his own cell.  Jim never told anyone because it is considered the worse thing to “tattle” on anothe prisoner.  He just kept praying and God had the man transferred in a few weeks.
  19. Jim disclosed in his book that he had been sexually molested as a child over several years by a family friend’s son who was a few years older.  Jim never told his parents and it had been a secret of his until this book.
  20. Jim came to the conclusion while he was in prison that God wanted him to be in prison so that he could find God.  And while in prison he realized his theology was wrong hence the name of this book.  He realized that Christian leaders should not advocate for certain political candidates or parties and sent a letter to several people which ended up being published.  But his greatest realization was that the health and wealth gospel was wrong and that he had misled so many people.  He wrote a letter of regret about this which also ended up being published.
  21. Jim is now remarried and leading another TV ministry.  I believe he still owes millions to the IRS so one thing is for sure, he will never be rich again.  Tammy Faye recently died of cancer.

Jim Bakker’s story is incredibly interesting.  I admire the man tremendously.

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An atheist believes Africa needs God

 | January 3, 2009 10:50 AM

The atheist, Matthew Parris, surprisingly agrees with my beliefs, that the world needs Christian missionaries.  What Iraq needs isn’t the surge, what it needs is missionaries to love the Sunnis and Shiites.  Israel and Palestine need missionaries.  North Korea needs missionaries.  Africa needs missionaries.  Christ is the only answer, the answer to the problem that we are all sinful and we cannot save ourselves.

Missionaries, not aid money, are the solution to Africa’s biggest problem – the crushing passivity of the people’s mindset …

Now a confirmed atheist, I’ve become convinced of the enormous contribution that Christian evangelism makes in Africa: sharply distinct from the work of secular NGOs, government projects and international aid efforts. These alone will not do. Education and training alone will not do. In Africa Christianity changes people’s hearts. It brings a spiritual transformation. The rebirth is real. The change is good.

As an atheist, I truly believe Africa needs God | Matthew Parris – Times Online

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Best Moments of the Day 4 – 6

 | December 12, 2008 2:07 PM
  1. Having a dinner date with Ji Seon at the Tofu House and enjoying soon-doo-boo ji-gae.  Not so sure it sat well with my stomach later though.
  2. Watching Victoria and her new best friend, Summer, say hello to each other.
  3. Finally going to bed after being up since 1 AM.  Isaac woke me up and afterwards I could not sleep.
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Grateful for Jesus

 | December 9, 2008 9:17 PM

Before when I would feel spiritual and emotional I would find myself thanking God for forgiving my sins.  But now when I have those moments, which are not common but refreshing, I find myself thanking God for Jesus.

I asked Ji Seon about this and she thinks it is because my relationship with God has become more personal.  I am grateful that God sent his Son Jesus, that he became flesh and lived with us and then died and conquered death for us.

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“I take my children everywhere, but they always find their way back home.”
- Robert Orben

I love my kids but today’s best moment has to be the time I am spending now alone.  Ji Seon took the kids to a friend’s for a play date and now I am enjoying peace and quiet while doing work and watching on the internet the Raptors get pummeled by the Cavs.

This morning was Isaac’s Christmas performance at his preschool.  Isaac stood in the front row and just looked around while his classmates sang.  Kind of like what Dylan did at that age except Isaac didn’t even try to do the motions.  Isaac looked quite content though.

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Best Moments of the Day 2

 | December 8, 2008 11:24 PM

The best moment was at the park with the kids when Victoria was playing with me and smiling while trying to put her hand into my mouth.

The next best moment was meeting a mom who is new to the area and is looking for community.  I suggested GrX and specifically the Mom’s Ministry and she agreed to let Ji Seon contact her.

The third best moment was helping Dylan learn how to slide down the pole.

What is not so great is that Isaac won’t say he loves me anymore.  He only loves 엄마 (“umma”, mommy in Korean).  Maybe I need to buy him more toys. :-)

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